Composing My Dad
I remember my teacher saying "The composition is even more important than the drawings. You can mess up your drawings, but if you have a good composition, it's clear."
My dad got married in 1983 when he was 40 and 7 years later, I was born.
For 23 years I was unaware of who my dad was before 47.
What kind of life did he have ?
What kind of person was he ?
I didn't know anything about him.
I could walk with my dad for hours without having any conversation.
One night at home, I discovered a bag full of photographs.
I found so much information about his past life, then I remembered what my teacher said about composition.
I used composition to see little more.
I composed to understand.
I composed his life.
I composed to forgive,
To love,
The man he was, the father he is.
2013 - 2014
It still surprises me how such a small bag, can hold such a big story.
Even mum knows little about your life before your 40's.
I wonder if you have always been so quiet.
I wish I could learn from your past mistakes.
I wonder if you had the same relationship with your father.
Once you have told me there is like a wall between you and I.
When you accidentally discovered this book with your pictures, you were so upset ...
But now, there is a opportunity for you to finally talk about yourself, dad.